steady breathing.

steady breathing.

My name is Jessette.
I don't know my feelings.
 Guam || San Diego


1. had sex?
2. bought condoms?
3. gotten pregnant?
4. failed a class?
5. kissed a boy?
6. kissed a girl?
7. had a job?
8. left the house without my wallet?
9. bullied someone on the internet?
10. sexted?
11. had sex in public?
12. smoked weed?
13. smoked cigarettes?
14. smoked a cigar?
15. drank alcohol?
16. been to a wedding?
17. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
18. watched tv for 5 hours straight?
19. been late for school?
20. kissed in the rain?
21. showered with someone else?
22. been outside my home country?
23. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
24. had lice?
25. gotten my heart broken?
26. had a credit card?
27. been to a professional sports game?
28. broken a bone?
29. been unhappy about my weight?
30. won a trophy?
31. cut myself?
32. been on a diet?
33. rode in a taxi?
34. stayed up for 24 hours or more?
35. been to a concert?
36. had a crush on someone of the same sex?
37. had braces?
38. wore make up?
39. lost my virginity before I was 16?
40. kissed someone a different race than myself?
41. Snuck out of the house?
42. had oral sex?
43. dyed my hair?
44. met someone famous?
45. been on vacation?
46. been on a boat?
47. been on an airplane?
48. prank called someone?
49. taken a pregnancy test?
50. been suspended from school?

This past week my tendonitis on my knee came back and it sucked because walking hurts and I really wanted to start doing squats again. Yesterday I was in line with some friends for the Orphan Black meet up in San Diego and the girl in front of us asked what happened to my knee because I was wearing a brace. I told her that I had tendonitis and she asked if she could pray for my knee. I was kinda weirded out by it but I said sure anyways. The pain usually lasts for a few weeks but since last night it hasn’t really been hurting much. I’m a pretty strong believer in the power of prayer so this was something really cool in my opinion. 

To the girl that prayed over my knee, thanks so much!

Forever Came Calling- Indebted


If you haven’t seen it already, this is our lyric video for the first single off our new album “What Matters Most”. We’ve honestly put every scrap of ourselves into this record and almost lost our minds making it, but we did it. And we couldn’t be prouder of the outcome. This album will have every aspect of Contender that we loved about it, intensified. We’re also exploring completely new territory with a lot of the tracks. We truly can’t tell you guys enough how much we want you to hear these songs. That being said, we’ve seen that Tumblr is quickly becoming one of the best new ways to find out about bands you might not have heard of or just haven’t had a chance to listen to. Honestly, one of the best way to show support for bands that you love is simply to share them with your friends! Bands like us, who are constantly touring, really count on that word of mouth to get even more kids out to our shows. If you guys could share this video or another song of ours with a friend on Tumblr, twitter, Facebook, in person, etc., we would be extremely appreciative of all the support! Thank you.